unhappy

you know when you try to stop something happening and you just cant seem to manage? well thats what happened, i feel at a total loss as to what to do, would you believe someone if they said this time would be different and it never had been before? when is enough enough? why do i feel guilty when im the one who didnt do anything wrong?
feelings are hurt, life is hard, time is passing....is that how it'll always be?