Sunday 8 March 2009

unhappy

you know when you try to stop something happening and you just cant seem to manage? well thats what happened, i feel at a total loss as to what to do, would you believe someone if they said this time would be different and it never had been before? when is enough enough? why do i feel guilty when im the one who didnt do anything wrong?
feelings are hurt, life is hard, time is passing....is that how it'll always be?

2 comments:

Laura said...

We usually feel guilty for a reason. It's one of those feelings we can't really control. Maybe it isn't guilt but helplessness?
It's hard to really know what to say here to help you because I don't know where that post came from but I hope you feel better soon and remember that you're surrounded by people who love you and want the best for you - always have, always will.

I love you.

Shoot me an email if you want to talk more.

emma said...

hey chikadee, I'm sorry to hear you sounding sad. Not really sure what you are talking about but I think I know the feeling. You learn to accept that there's things you have no power over (some of the things other people do) and things that you do- (including your reactions to what others do)no use grilling yourself when you know you have done all in your power and saught all the help you could to do best. And even then- none of us are perfect! You will get through and learn wiser for it. Is there anyway we can help? You have people around you who care alot- really! turn your attention to that instead, give me a buzz if you want to talk. Take care all :) x x